Not Right

Have you ever been in a season where you felt that if it were possible to do the wrong thing or say the wrong thing (especially to the wrong person) that you were in this time? That it seems no matter what you are engaged in - it all goes plop? Do you feel like you are running after yourself, apologizing for whatever you did that you shouldn't have? Yep! Been there too... and I seem to be back there - again. 

Now what? What is it you can do?

I might suggest that one of the first things to do is to review - was there something you should have done that you didn't or haven't yet? Or, conversely, something you did do that you shouldn't have but that you've done nothing to reconcile that? However, there are also those times that you really can't do or say anything, it is your changed behavior that needs to be in evidence (which always requires time). 

Saying 'sorry' when there's no change in behavior (stemming from a changed attitude) is only words. I also believe that if this is typical and recognized behavior is usually dismissed by others as well.

The point? There are times in our lives when you can feel like running away and hiding. Persevering is probably the only thing that can be done. But... what is persevering? According to one source

   "In a scriptural context, persevering means to steadfastly continue in faith and practice despite trials, temptations, and difficulties. It's about maintaining a course of action, holding firmly to a purpose, and not giving up in the face of adversity. It encompasses endurance in faith, obedience to God, and a commitment to remain devoted even when faced with hardship." [Google]

Look at: maintaining, holding firmly, not giving up, endurance, obedience, commitment. Perhaps it's a time of testing? This is a dig deep time. It's a time to 'strengthen the arms that hang down'. Persevering is crucial. And in doing this we should analyze what is going on. Are we in a time of teaching? Are we in a time of applying our learning? Are we being chastised (this is not necessarily punishment - our attitude about this makes the difference)?

Not right? Perhaps... but maybe it's so much more - an opportunity to stop and know the who, what, why, when, and how we are who we are in our world.